So

All this mess around bothers me no more

and looking like I don't care just makes me feel gorgeous

Why the hell should I try to understand what's going on

if that doesn't really fix my broken heart

You used to say I should get some rest

to realize the sky never been this bright

But who the fuck told you my lazy eyes

want to feel invaded by it's claustrophobic light

I'll keep myself in the dark

playing with these shadows as they were my only friends

Are they?

I better never listen what you have to say...

How did I dare to think about the future

When I know it will never be like it was yesterday

I'm sorry if I got stuck in some other day

where I was happy in some stupid way

Now I'm sure that nothing is familiar

And it's quite ridiculous to say that I'm not surprised

That's why I always insisted I wouldn't like to grow this older

'cause changes always meant breaking my heart

So 

I'll keep myself in the dark

playing with these shadows as they were my only friends

Are they?

I better never listen what you have to say...

And yes, I might be pushing myself hard

I'm obssessed in trying to learn how to forgive

'cause I believe it will lead me to the awnser

for where's the one I really need to find...

By Darko