The words you'll never say

December sleeps in my hand

I will try to keep it warm

We'll both hide under my bed

to make sure we're not alone

It's not cruel to be alive

when death seems so damn boring

So we'll try to spend some time

playing games with no rules

Let me be the master of the fucking obvious

The world knows how much I hate surprises

It's not fair to expose me this much

to this bloody place until the sun rises...

I can't hear a single sound

It seems nobody wants to be around

They might have important things to do

Like forgetting about me and you

So we'll keep on being sorry for ourselves

It's fun to watch somebody like us

I guess we'd give a pretty entertaining show

Maybe too good for this world to know

Let me be the master of the fucking obvious

The world knows how much I hate surprises

It's not fair to expose me this much

to this bloody place until the sun rises...

There's a fat man saying "hello"

It's fucking Santa in the snow

let me burn who's on my way

I'm not a fan of this stupid day

Everything I wanted you to give

it's impossible to pay

I'm sorry if I don't believe

the words you'll never say

the words you'll never say...

Let me be the master of the fucking obvious

The world knows how much I hate surprises

It's not fair to expose me this much

to this bloody place until the sun rises...

By Darko

Daddy

At least daddy's the only one who stays the same,
After all he always hated the world
So now he's kind of cool with the ideia we all do...
It makes him feel right about something..

By Darko

Palavras que não queriamos ter lido...

Há palavras e decisões que levam parte de nós com elas

Como se de uma fina camada de pele o passado se tratasse

Tamanha é a existência de certos sentimentos devastadores

Que na realidade sempre soubemos estarem entre nós

Muitas são as palavras que tentamos engolir e guardar num canto escuro

Para que com elas não nos persiga um batalhão de guerreiros esfomeados

Já que o que pensamos é cruel e o destino sempre foi duro

Para o que chamámos consciência mesmo sem o ter sido

Palavras que não queríamos ter lido...

By Darko

Godless Place

Money makes people ugly

Love just gets us hurt

And i'm starving for some confort

in somebody's arms...

This world's bloody freezing

And my bones are too weak

I don't know if I'll survive

this world another week...

Only God knows the child who's hidding inside of me...

I might need to hurt someone

So I can feel better

Or I could be alone

writting this letter...

To tell you how sick I am of your

useless conversations about

how sick is this world and it's

human relations

Only God can kill the child who lives inside of me...

The root of everything's nothingness

Maybe we should get back there....

I don't want to be stuck forever

in this Godless place...

Don't you feel sorry for me?

Don't you feel sorry for me?

By Darko

I'd rather dance...

There's no doctor to heal the way I feel
The world is ill and love's not real
I have beautiful friends who want to die
They don't know why, they don't even try

'cause it's too bad to look ahead and see what's coming
I go to bed and try to rest but I just can't...I can't

What is the point of listening to those words
when they're nothing but lies we memorized when we were kids and watched tv
I never saw you there

I'm laughing 'cause I'm high, don't ask me why
It's easier like that and I don't pray anymore
And you're all around and I'm found for no reason at all
between people I feel ashamed of

'cause It's too good to pretend this is not the end
I'd rather dance 'cause that way you'll never notice how much I hate you...

What is the point of listening to those words
when they're nothing but lies we memorized when we were kids and watched tv
I never saw you there

Being depressed is kind of cool these days
but that's not my thing so I'll sit and wait
until it all fades to grey...

By Darko

Tão mais...

Em nós existe sempre um espaço aberto
demasiado grande p'ra quem somos
esquecemos o que ainda não é certo
para abraçar tudo o que nunca fomos

de tantos nós se faz esse novelo
nunca gostaste do que era fácil
tentei guardar-te com carinho e zelo
mas nunca consegui ser mais p'ra ti

Não esperes que o tempo volte atrás
p'ra mudar o que foi feito
e o que deixámos por fazer
O passado é algo que não se desfaz
e é por isso que eu não o rejeito
ainda temos tanto por viver
tão mais...

Nos outros existe um olhar indeciso
tão indiscreto que me faz corar
mas não é desses olhares que eu preciso
para saber p'ra onde quero olhar

todos somos parte desta confusão
tu sentes-te pequeno p'ra mudar
mas lembra-te sempre da sensação
que é cruzar os braços sem sequer tentar

Não esperes que o tempo volte atrás
p'ra mudar o que foi feito
e o que deixámos por fazer
O passado é algo que não se desfaz
e é por isso que eu não o rejeito
ainda temos tanto por viver
tão mais...

By Darko

The last who dies

What's my part in this film
I'm not ready to understand
It's too soon to go out there
I might just betray myself
There's a crowd waiting for me
to see me giving the best
of my lows

Freedom requires many rules
I don't want to be one of those fools
I need some order in my head
I don't believe the words it said
I'm just a kid in a fucking suit
how can you tell me it looks cute
on me

That's why I like watching horror movies
they make me feel glad to be alive
I wanna be the last who dies

we all born to play like we're kids
but it's never to late to grow up
And sometimes nothing is as it seems
or maybe we're just out of luck
Something's surely waiting for me
I hope it's good but it might be bad
again

That's why I like watching horror movies
they make me feel glad to be alive
I wanna be the last who dies

Everything's messed up
I'm against the world
I want to be perfect
Exactly as I was told to
Everyone's crazy
and that's quite fun
But I won't be lazy
I won't be no-one
I won't be no-one

By Darko

His greatest sin

There's no tool in my bag
to fix this broken heart
It hurts in my head
I don't know where to start

All these people around
none of them makes sense
and I'm feeling down
Like I have no defense against it

Too much smoke in the room
and I can't see it clear
Here's where my fears can bloom
and the end seems near

All these voices, they scream
things I don't understand
I wish it was another dream
but I just can't stand against it

Please, I'm asking for help
God owes me a light in my path
for I'm his greatest sin

It doesn't look like an option
to stay or go
I don't have that function
So I let the pain grow

All these miserable thoughts
which I try to reject
Are stuck in my bones
Inside a body I neglet...

Please, I'm asking for help
God owes me a light in my path
for I'm his greatest sin

'cause this world's a place he created
but surely he's never been...

By Darko

Haven't you heard that I'm too stubborn to die?

Haven't you heard that I'm too stubborn to die?

This is the time I rest my case
Tired of being lost in this bloody haze
No time to think what we're doing next
I wanna thank my family, I wanna make sex

There's just no way I understand my head
I wanna dance and stay in bed
I deserve more than you can give
So is it worth to stay and live?

Haven't you heard that I'm too stubborn to die?

So It's time to change the rules
And make fun of all the fools
who try to get what's in my eyes
Nothing more than all of your lies

There's just no way to stop my will
of leaving after paying the bill
I've got lots and lots of love to give
And that means lots of lives to live

Haven't you heard that I'm too stubborn to die?
So shut up before you even ask why...

By Darko

The wrong guy

It took me so long to get where I am
Still where I am is not where I long to be
My heart's crazy and it's weird to hate who I am
after all the time I spent to be like this

I feel closer to the abyss
from where you watch me satisfied
I learned from your kiss
how's so damn easy to lie

are you trying to make me believe
It's my fault I chose to be the wrong guy?

By Darko